YM778.TV Chapter 143 - The Truth
Ashton\'s POV
When I asked Megan if I could talk with her later, and she nodded her head, I felt like I was on cloud nine because I never expected that she would agree with me. And I know that Megan wanted to avoid me, but I am also aware that my best friend and Alice are doing their best to help us talk with each other.
I know that during the entire dinner, Megan was feeling nervous, and I could say that we both felt anxious. And I was hoping it was because she still feels the same way towards me. And I don\'t know how happy I was when we were both staring at each other like there were no other people in the dining area, and it felt like all I could see was her beautiful face, and I could no longer hear the background music since all I could listen to is the loud beating of my heart.
I don\'t know how long we have been staring at each other, and I don\'t want the night to end because eight years was long enough for me not to hear her sweet voice and taste her luscious lips. And as I stared at Megan, I wanted to kiss her right away, but I didn\'t want to lose my chance of talking with her because it is important that I could tell Megan everything.
I don\'t want to be separated from her anymore, and even if there is a chance that I will get hurt, I don\'t care because all I want is for her to know that even if I had been engaged to Claire, Megan is the only girl I love and no one else. And I was hoping she would listen to me and give me another chance to prove my worth.
Megan is the only woman I have wanted in my entire life, and right now, I needed her and Axel in my life. I brought Megan to one of my favorite spots in this place, and that is the garden. And I know the ambiance and the fragrance of the fresh flowers will make her feel relaxed. And as we walked towards the garden holding hands, it felt like all my prayers had been answered. I wanted to have this moment with Megan again. I smiled as I realized I was with my favorite person in the Universe.
When we reached the far end of the garden, as far away from all the couples who were having fun talking, I could no longer stop myself from capturing Megan\'s sweet mouth, and it was the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt after eight years. And when she kissed me back, I couldn\'t stop myself from pulling her closer to me because I couldn\'t get enough of Megan.
I never expected that she would kiss me back because I knew that she still hated me. Still, the moment I brushed her lips, I felt so happy when I realized Megan didn\'t slap or push me away, but I could feel Megan encouraged me to kiss her more when she kissed me back, in the same manner I was kissing her. And I realized right then that we both missed each other too much, and I felt so happy that Megan allowed me to kiss and hug her.
And I was hoping she would not run away from me this time. We shared a long hot kiss, and I could tell it was a hell of a kiss. And I realized that Megan\'s lips became more kissable, and I didn\'t want to stop kissing her, but I knew we needed to talk. I could tell there is still a lot of time to kiss later if she would allow me to continue what we are doing and enjoy ourselves as we reunite with each other. I could tell she felt disappointed when I ended our mind-blowing kiss.
We were both seated on the couple\'s bench, and I never let go of her hand. I could feel the racing of my heart as I looked at her beautiful face, and I realized my girl had become more beautiful now that she was not looking daggers at me and I know she was also feeling nervous, but I tried to calm ourselves by holding her hand as I draw my strength from her.
"Megan, please give me a chance to explain my side; and it has been eight years that it happened, but I guess you have all the right to know because I know that I have hurt you so much. And before anything else, I would like to say I\'m so sorry for everything I have done to you, for hurting your feelings beyond I can imagine." I declared.
"I know I hurt you so much, and all I am asking from you, right now, is please listen to me, and after hearing me out, you can decide what you want to do with me, but I want you to know, I want you back in my life, Megan," I added. She gave me a weak smile as she nodded her head, and I could tell Megan was giving me enough time to talk since she didn\'t once stop me.
"The reason I stopped communicating with you eight years ago was because of my father. It is not because I don\'t love you anymore, and I want you to know that I never stop loving you, Meg. Even if in your eyes I am such a jerk, a fool, insensitive, a moron, or anything you want to call me, and I accept all that." I added, and she looked at me with tenderness, and I am so glad she was looking at me this way.
"When you told me that day that your mom and dad lost their jobs, I know right away that it was because of my father, but I didn\'t tell you right away because I still wanted to confirm my theory, but I felt so guilty when I found out it was my dad\'s doing." I continued while I was still holding her hand.
"During that time, I realized I needed to do something because I love you so much, Megan, and I am willing to do everything for you, and I am willing to leave my life behind to be with you. And then, my father told me if I will not stay away from you, she will also ruin your scholarship, and I realized how much you wanted to finish your college education." I stated.
"But I was thinking, I have savings, but I realized my father could freeze my account because of his connections, and then he told me Dexter will also lose his job if I will not stop seeing you. And not only that, he told me, your parents and brother will never find a job no matter how good they are with their jobs since he will do everything in his power to ruin them so they can no longer find jobs in Astikoz." I added, and I could see the pain on her face.
"And right now, I am telling you, I am not proud that he is my father because of his selfish reason, I chose you to hate me, and I ended hating myself more when I realized we have a son," I said, and I could see the tears on her eyes.
"Meg, I wanted to be with you every day. I miss everything about you, but I wanted to protect you, and I want you to have your dreams without realizing I ruined everything for you because you were pregnant. Do you think it was easy for me to let you go that day without kissing you and hugging you? It was torture for me, Meg." I added while I wiped the tears on her cheeks with my fingers.
"And no matter how much I wanted to take you into my arms, I couldn\'t do it because my dad watched my every move." I declared as I continued to stare at her angelic face.
"I wanted to tell you everything, but I don\'t want your parents and Decter to lose their jobs because I know you care about your family, Meg. And that is one of the reasons why I am so in love with you, and I am not proud that I was a coward, Meg." I muttered.
"My father used his power being a rich man he is, and I hated my father that day even until now. And because I don\'t want you to hate that your parents lost their jobs because you chose me to be part of your life, I only did the most sensible thing I thought was right at that time, and now I realize I was so wrong." I continued, and my girl was still sobbing as she gazed at me.
"I came back to Astikoz for you, Meg, because I realized I am willing to lose everything I have, even my dream of becoming a professional football player just to be with you, but I was too late, and then I returned to Majuscule to continue my studies with a determination that after I graduate in college, I find a decent job, and I will look for you because I thought you will still wait for me and then after graduation, I found out you already had a son with Gael," I said, and her facial expression changed.
"I was so hurt and devastated thinking you have forgotten me right away, and your love for me was only superficial, so I tried everything to forget you. I went pro on football and tried dating to forget about you, but no matter what I do, you are still the one inside here, Meg." I said as I put my hand over my chest.
"Ashton, you are Axel\'s father. I never love any man except you. Gael helped me, and I could tell he saved me on that day. I felt so alone and lost, and there was no one I could turn to because my dad was so angry when he found out I was pregnant. He wanted to get rid of the baby after I gave birth, and that is why I went to your house that day to inform you I was pregnant." She said, and I could feel my tears fall on my cheeks as I brought Megan closer to me.. And I felt so happy to hear that finally, she told me, Axel is my son, and I am the only man she ever loved.