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Chapter 16 Afterword

They say that a fool can never be cured to his death.

But I like to take a slightly more optimistic view of this. Something more like "A fool will be cured by the time he\'s dead."

While we call them all fools (or its synonyms), there actually exist many different kinds of fool. The fool I speak of here is the fool who creates his own hell.

What is characteristic of this fool, first of all, is that he is strongly convinced he can never be happy. Made more severe, this conviction can be expanded to become "I shouldn\'t be happy," and ultimately arrive at "I don\'t want to be happy," a most destructive misunderstanding.

Once that point is reached, there\'s nothing left to fear. These fools become intensely familiar with dissatisfaction, and no matter how blessed their environment, they find some loophole to avoid happiness.

As this is all done subconsciously, they believe this world to be hell - when in actuality, they are just making it hell themselves with every step they take.

I myself am one of those hell-creators, which is why I believe so, but such fools cannot be cured quickly. To someone who has made being unhappy part of their identity, not being unhappy is losing oneself.

The self-pity they used to endure unhappiness eventually becomes their only enjoyment, and they actively seek out displeasure for that purpose.

However, as I stated at the outset, I believe such fools will be cured by the time they die. To be more exact, my thought is "Just before death, I\'m sure they\'d be cured."

The lucky ones may get an opportunity to be cured before that actually happens, but even the unlucky, when they realize the inevitability of their death and are freed of the chains of "having to keep living in this world" - finally, then, are they not also freed from their foolishness?

I called this viewpoint optimistic, but looking at it closer, it could be considered quite pessimistic as well. The first time he comes to love the world is when his death is made certain.

However, I consider that through the eyes of this "fool who was cured, but too late," everything is hopelessly beautiful.

The deeper the regrets and grievances like "To think I lived in such a beautiful world as this," or "Now I\'d be able to accept it all and live," the more the world appears to be cruelly beautiful in return.

I\'m always thinking about how I want to write on that kind of beauty.

At least here in "Three Days of Happiness," though it would seem I used the story to speak about the value of life, the power of love and whatnot... to be honest, that was not my intention in the least.

- Sugaru Miaki